odd way of love

I wish I could just forget, that I will never have you
But you are here, underneath my eyes, oh why?
I wish you could find me in your heart
But you and I are so distanced and oh god, it isn't new

Why, oh why can't you find it interesting
Why, oh why do you see me so disgusting

My odd way of love showed it all before
Odd way of love, that you'll never get
Every word and every step, everything from you
So important to me, are point that I can't forget
at all

So why, oh why
Are you so damn far and I
can't be with you there

I wished you understood every problem of mine
But you couldn't see it important and I
Was left alone with no truth in mind
Closed in cold walls I couldn't see the light

Why, oh why were you saying nice things
Why, oh why were you always only pretending

My odd way of love showed it all before
Odd way of love, that you'll never understand
Every word and every step, everything from you
So important to me, are point that I can't forget
at all

So why, oh why
Did you miss this thing so many times
and didn't realise

I did everything to make you be close
And you were only too perfect that time
You made me show my dearest dream
But than you crushed it and go so far

You was answering me for all my needs
And I thought, that you'd take my heart

But...

I saw this and was trying to let this feeling die
But you were too beautiful to my mind
Why, oh why aren't you here with me
Why, oh why can't you lay me near your eye