unwanted

And there we go this road with no end.
I feel and you don't, like always before
I'm mailing to you... But with no return

Was I always like that?
Was I always that boring?
Was I always grey dead?
Was I always falling
alone in love?

But I feel when my heart is beating too much
But I feel when you're near me
And you don't want me to touch
And you don't want be near me

Do I do wrong
Is this alright
For what this song
is still in my psyche?

I have always imagined you by my side
and I didnt understand you
It was my fault from the start
and now I'm blaming you

and this is not right.